Breathe in. Breathe out.

Results were mailed today. I'm on the verge of throwing up. I know the odds are greatly in my favor, and that I have never been in the bottom 20% of a curve in my life, but somehow I can't believe that I passed until I see it in the the cold harsh light of day. I didn't even study for these essays!! Ye the likelihood of getting a job here is much greater than the state whose other bar I took (and actually studied for), so I am even more freaked out than everyone else. But I remember the feelings I went through after walking out of the MBE on July 26th and I don't see how it is possible that I did well enough to pass. Can I really go through this again?